Pledge Survey and All Sorts of Pain
7 months ago
– Mon, Sep 29, 2025 at 02:13:56 AM
Hello, hello, hello!
Here I am with a brand-new update. Today I’ve got news on three fronts: campaign, development, and something personal (feel free to skip that part if it’s not your thing).
📬 Survey & Pledge Manager
The BackerKit surveys are out! 🎉 You should have received an email inviting you to:
- Confirm your address information
- Pay for shipping
- Grab any extra add-ons you’d like
I’m happy to report that 87% of you have already completed your surveys—amazing! If you haven’t yet, it would be great if you could take a few minutes to do so, since it speeds things up for everyone.
👉 Didn’t see the email? No worries. Just follow this link, enter the email you used for the campaign, and BackerKit will resend it to you automatically.
🖌️ Development
My plan this week was to finish three title pages for the Flavors chapter—Weird, Whimsy, and Wonder. Unfortunately, that didn’t happen. I did finish the Weird title page (which turned out fittingly weird, full of quirky animals and eyes repurposed from public domain illustrations, including those delightfully odd medieval animal illustration... uhm, "attempts"). You can check it out below.
As for the other two, I wasn’t able to complete them this week, for personal reasons, which I’ll share a bit about below.
💬 Personal Note (optional read)
Some of you know that I live with chronic pain caused by four protruded discs in my cervical spine. For years, it kept me from even trying to learn how to draw. Recently, with yoga and a less stressful routine, I’ve been able to tackle this dream of mine—though it’s still painful and sometimes leaves me unable to use my right arm for days. That was the case this week, which slowed me down a lot.
On top of that, I experienced something new: my first sensory meltdown (which I didn't even know was a thing). At a public event, the loud music and kids shouting overwhelmed me to the point that I broke down sobbing and had to leave (???). It was scary and vulnerable (new fear unlocked?), and after some research I discover this might happen to neurodivergent people. I was never diagnosed growing up in 90s Brazil, but... there are signs, you know what I mean?
To add to it all, I had a very negative interaction with a backer. Please don’t get me wrong—the vast majority of you have been nothing but encouraging, kind, and amazing. But that one experience hit harder than I expected and with everything else that happened, it was the push that left me paralyzed with sadness for two days. Thankfully, my good friend Tim from Critical Kit offered support and encouragement, which helped me bounce back by Friday.
Now, I’m not sharing this to ask for sympathy or to make excuses for lower productivity this week. I’m sharing it as a reminder—to myself as much as to anyone—that we all need to take care of ourselves and of each other. Behind every screen, behind every interaction, there’s a person carrying things we can’t see. A little kindness, whether toward others or ourselves, goes a long way.
Now, I’m not sharing this to ask for sympathy or to make excuses for lower productivity this week. I’m sharing it as a reminder—to myself as much as to anyone—that we all need to take care of ourselves and of each other. Behind every screen, behind every interaction, there’s a person carrying things we can’t see. A little kindness, whether toward others or ourselves, goes a long way.
The good news: I’m back at work now, managing the pain, moving forward with layout, and excited to keep creating.
❤️ Closing
That’s all for today! Please remember to fill out your surveys, and if you have any questions, don’t hesitate to ask here.
And one more thing: let’s be kind to each other. The world is a heavy place right now, and we could all use a little extra warmth, respect, and togetherness.
Appreciate you all, have a fantastic week.
— Cezar

